hey.
can already understand well, which some think now, now turns the type completely from, but I have happened in the last days things and I've seen things that interest me, well, I do not want to say have further traumatized, but zumindst the situation for me not to make simple have.
After I first penetrated the verspührt to post and all that and so really to give a deep insight into my situation but I've decided to go a bit back, all a little slump can be and stuff.
Sorry for that, I mean that posts in the last days more and more came out of joint, my life did unfortunately.
I think a lot about it, even if the apparent do not always have. and in a few days I will certainly think differently about many things. let's see.
tomorrow so goes the uni release. somehow, a new daily, with lectures and seminars. I was not particularly numerous in recent weeks because I've already spent a lot of time in the audi, or manipulates to hire to the audi theme.
by the tragic for me, ending the occupation of the audi I do not quite know how should I do now back to normal next .-. is already ..
I will meet in the coming hopefully finally be able to speak with Löschper woman. Happy, and now with less rage inside than a few days I will try to To learn how they perceived the situation and why it does not helped me.
With the internal investigation committee, I'll take me to get info about "my" proceedings against the officials. with any luck I can also finally see the video. For 10 days my thoughts are covered in this document. I am really excited. This includes whether, perhaps even still a witness has reported, will someone from the state police or female Löschper .-
When PK17 herrauszufinden I will try, what now stands exactly in the charges against me. Well that's exciting.
with my lawyer must proceed to vote.
My Valiumkonsum (http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diazepam ) Remained limited to 2 tablets. But when one looks is in a crisis that can help even a negative cycle to break and rest a few hours to find. only in passing. Tavor, I took a single time in order to achieve precisely the same effenkt, I can recommend at all that pushed me mentally right on the floor and made me very dull and Brasig. This should not be a recommendation for drugs. way through it. But in addition to an extremely high of the drug (approximately 4 million addicts in Dt. in 80% benzodiazepines) abuse rate it has been my experience that it may well make sense to take a very cautious individual cans.
to comment with the freak show: Of course it is interesting to me for more professional psychological point of view to think about what brings people to impute to me indirectly, I had gone there to let me abuse. That's very bizarre. And the whole debate, as I was now to be provocative but also told me, it would have in earlier student movements in this country, where certainly no debate as to whether one should compare a police indirectly to a clown. Furthermore I can not help laughing and making fun of me. Without this insult! There was
halt in recent days some new info, because of the holidays. the hijinx, I wrote, also known as arrogant were conceived, I do not want. however, many komments I can not help it. and if it arrogant, that is somehow self-righteous acts, is not my style. but I'm also tired of being often referred to as a liar. And I possess with what I write to happen quite content, as there are no compromise line.
I have now but also to say enough and I will also be content-related and sometimes personal.
maybe even someone has an idea how the force can bundle, which will also make for explanation about the relationships strong. If the Löschper to meet such as in the past 10 refuse, what about say, you could be also invite everybody to send emails to them with an invitation to say something at last to that?
or what ever so you will be thinking of?
lg, and thanks for the critical words. I take it to heart.
daniel ps: I'm really about to turn off completely. But I also spühre days that my life has been enriched by it. sounds very paradoxical, but I'm forced to hire in dealing with the trauma that I herschob long before me. open up new angle of view to me. I rely a lot on a new life for my perspective.
This does not mean it was good what happened. Nor does this strikes me at last the "disciplined" had. is the opposite. I know now that it's worth it to fight and have many new ideas that are so great!
and no fear, dear state security, my words are weapons, and remain, and no stones!
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